circus of nights for a rocket 88
she
has a motherly instinct
she
has a wonder concerning
the
branches that are on fire
she
is grasping at black clouds
as
a car engine coughs
spits
hums
go
man go
vibrating
- a 4 door super vegas
inside
in while
all
the way out
she
is in love with the dead
she
is obsessed with the deaf
she
kisses the blind
all
the way down
sing
a vivid strangulation
chant
a way and a cause
the
acrobats slowly fondle a trapeze
a
stifled moan that she
never
feels
a
remembrance of
when
as a baby she
rejected
the breast milk
the
poison from the vine
bends
away from treason
rusty
models increased with thick veins running down
hardtop
sedans. she took her to bed and
balanced
the sighs in the rearview mirror
fluids
coupling in a smoother fuselage
her
hands slipped up
she
has a motherly instinct
and
the wonder about
the
branches that are on fire
grasping
at black clouds
passed
without incident
2
of the mindless with
emotions
warring inside
by
the drive-in
slinking
inside restless skin
shadowed
by guilt
we'd
been sleeping in the car together for seven years,
fueled
by a lust for squirming Chevrolets
she
moaned: “you've been keeping me with
some
skank on a strange sort of symmetry.
at
least one glass tipped basic
bodyshell
was open, while he
checked
out oldsmobiles”
a
bump and grind
across
the state line
with
a dream of billy jack
tattooed
on her
inner
thigh
the
blood and the
sweat
and the
mess
and
the memories of the my lai massacre etched
into
clouds by tornados
in
the fissures of her brain
gun crazy
a
side
catatonia
betrays
(whisper)
symptoms
of a mimic
and
the small dreams offered
by
antipsychotic medication for a brief
walk
in the woods then
to
lay down
by
the river
trending
towards life
a
burning
lake
district
burlesque
dancers tear the imaging technologies
shredded
moans sound concrete then crumble
under
my eyelids flickering naked forms clutched
against
walls bending – a sometime sweet fever
("why
is it so boring,"
"i don't know what to say,"
"well," she starts, "when was the last time you?"
"i really can't remember,"
"i don't know what to say,"
"well," she starts, "when was the last time you?"
"i really can't remember,"
“i
know what is confessed”)
giggling
brought her back into a
frantic
style doze while
negative
symptoms contribute to
sitting
in a car with shades and a gun fondled
cherishing
the sound of a telecaster and a twin reverb in the
back
seat –
rubbing
her legs and
glancing
in the rear-view
taking
in the
sight
of his corpse
starting
a decay
of
memory
an
odor so far away
what
was nice once
a
popular itch
he
promised the nighttime
the
pleasure of night town
when
he showed her dawn – she blew him away
a
burn in her back pocket
his
photo in her wallet
("why
is it so boring,"
"i don't know what to say,"
"well," she starts, "when was the last time you?"
"i really can't remember,"
"i don't know what to say,"
"well," she starts, "when was the last time you?"
"i really can't remember,"
“i
know what is confessed”)
burnt
burnt
burnt
he
had brought an album
to
her home once –
parallel
lines
poignant
acid
times
burlesque
dancers tear the imaging technologies
shredded
moans sound concrete then crumble
visions
of him ran around retinas
and
out in tears
up
against the hall naked
he
was so cool
cook
up/shoot in
kissing
by the airport
female
visions of him ran around retinas
and
out in tears
the
desert wind burned
felt
so good
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