To A Teen Prostitute With AIDS
this world is a weeping symphony/from
which it is good/to get the fuck away fast/the victory of rats/prophesied
by many/is nigh/pimps hold the innocent to ransom/carving dreams from
barely formed cocks/you cannot judge anyone/without first examining
who you are/and yet/
the world is full of judges/who blame
victims/for their own crimes
/if anyone laid a hand on your innocent
breast /i could kill/if any one of these rats looked me in the eye with
lust for you/i could kill again/i will protect innocence/first with
my words/secondly with my fists/but rats rot you from within/they gnaw
holes in your heart/before you are born/and call them mothers/resistance
starts young/the commandments of non living/are inbred/they are in the
rat race/the law legislates/doctors prescribe/and in unison they chant/you
can't get out/you can't get out
you can't get out/but don't be fooled/because
there are other laws/in a language of outlaws/how to cure yourself/another
conception of body/start by writing/plot your escape/daily/find yourself
in your words/don't ever be afraid/of what comes out/keep steady when
it shakes/shake when it's too steady/let everything come out/in any
form that suits/don't worry about publishers/they are another breed
of rat//they'll say it's unpublishable/they'll talk about money/just
laugh about that/know you'll lose anyway/be aware of what meaning is/before
they twist it/and make it say something else/you never even implied/write/your
first script of love/to someone who can hear/be dignified in courtship/because
love exists/even though the rats try/to eat all the cheese/they call
it porn/porn steals images of your beautiful bodies/idolising images
of mute domination and boredom/how vile are these loveless films /write/to
become another kind of bastard/another kind of lamb/write/when you find
someone you can trust/don't let him go/don't leave him to cry/for some
other joker with a fast quip/with great hopes and heaps of cash/with
easy models of happiness/which always turn sour/you never get it easy/and
when you do/something will always return/to smack you in the face/write/desire
is like a fight/sometimes it's better to lose/than kick beauty in the
face/every moment has its logic/and rats rewrite it all
/write /what you write/is nearly
always true
Dom Gabrielli
studied literature at Edinburgh and New York Universities and prepared
for his doctorate in Paris and New York. Gabrielli’s passion for French
literature and thought led him to begin writing, translating, and teaching.
He translated widely including published works by Bataille, Leiris
and Jabes. In the early 1990’s, he left the academic world to travel
and devote himself to writing. He has published two books to date.
The Eyes of a Man (2009), his first book of poetry, and The Parallel
Body (2010), which earned considerable praise.
Several new books are on their way. Gabrielli has also published several
individual poems and interviews, notably at Leaf Garden Press, The Poetry
Bay, Vox Poetica and Real Stories Gallery. Gabrielli's books are here:
http://www.bookdepository.co. uk/search?searchTerm=dom+ gabrielli&search=search.
His own whereabouts on an axis between language and nowhere.
http://www.bookdepository.co.
It feels like Jesus talk, a really profound street martyr that carries in his hands a girl... At the end when the hollow industry of meat switches the grinding machine there will be beauty bleeding
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